serenity

there are days when things may go wrong but u still feel that it was a great day or days when things are moving at a normal pace even then you feel that you had a great day and one that was perfect. i had such a day. since morning things were moving at their own pace, and i didn't realize when the day ended, all i know is that i had a great day. i woke up late, missed the first lecture,got late for the test, had nothing to do for an hour,no place to sit or no book to read, and then running from one place to another, meeting my love and then encouraging charsi to drink which included laughing madly, capturing moments and endless entertainment - is all i did today. i just realized how i feel..i feel as if i am relaxing on a beach chair and i can see the waves moving, i can listen to sound around me but i enjoying every bit of it, i don't know even if the sound is reaching or making a difference to me. even when i am almost happily and partially partial numb, thoughts related to my past keep visiting my mind, and specifically the time i had in rajkot. there was this close friend of mine, nishit..whom i was close to during my teens. when i talk to him now..we talk in the same manner, and both of us sound caring and sweet and this makes me think that how does it happen always that there is a nice silence before we ask each other that 'how are you' ..and then after that there is a conversation which actually includes pulling each other's leg. we really go quiet when we talk about how our lives are and how we are...i just can't analyze or get extract some meaning out of it. i do like that silence. and how do we always end up talking like our teen days. sometimes you form a bond with few people..which stays with you throughout your life. these are bonds that exist even if you don't stay in touch. i believe that every part of my teen period and my college time is going to stay in my heart even if i turn 50. it is something i would like to carry when i die. and believe me i haven't been able to forgive people i say i have forgiven, yes i have..but i haven't forgotten what they did. nachee i would like to know your perception about forgiveness and how boys deal with it. is it very easy for guys to get over issues?
anyways..i am listening to good music and calmly thinking and moving freely..hand in hand with time. finding every moment to be simple and serene even if the past is being read in the mind and even if the present is trying to grab my attention.
may be your day turns perfect because of the people around you,because of the people who spread so much of love and laughter and positivity that you can't notice the flaws..and i would want it to be like that always...
thank you for making my my day..
thanx for being there...
signing off for now..
take care
drive safe
ciao!