woke up with clamor as my alarm
with eyes wide open..discord is all i can see
see..there in the kitchen the vessels can't stop clattering
see..there in the next room..bedlam is the day's avatar
the whining fan,the howling wind, the rattling windows
wish it was just a delusion..wish it was just an illusion..
a voice echoed that its just a phase..
so tried convincing, tried altering, just kept on trying..
splashed water on the pessimist
tried erasing, tried rewriting the music of hope
the sun set..but still..all i could hear, all i could see was a loony bin
that was it..fell on my knees..with a shattered heart
tears overflowing with distorted faith
i was wrong..i shouldn't have ever tried being strong
i was wrong..i can never change the direction of fate
i was wrong..i lack the ability to show a ray
so..
here i am..i don't know who i am..
i don't know..what i can do..
i don't know..where i am..
i know a seer, i know a magic man..but i guess its time i should withdraw from being over dependent on him..
as past is forgotten
as stars disappear..
wish i too can disappear..
and be free
Life is thickly sown with thorns, and I know no other remedy than to pass quickly through them. The longer we dwell on our misfortunes, the greater is their power to harm us. ~Voltaire
ReplyDeleteSo "rise up!don't you fall down again!" :)
Have faith in yourself,my friend, for i know you will survive this.