midnight thoughts

few days left for exams, and i still haven't put efforts to open the pages of the neatly arranged books in my closed cupboard so that i can see myself achieving passing marks. anyways opening books isn't going to help, i need to read and learn. in the beginning of every academic year, i decide to follow up whatever is taught in the lectures, but i always fail to do that.
half n hour back, i was reading my own blog and i was surprised to see the content of my blog..wow..like yes..i never thought i could pen down thoughts so beautifully..and i still can't believe it that i wrote that..i don't remember writing so much.. meaningful stuff..may be because when i wrote or when i write, its so direct and after i finish writing, the thoughts related to that very particular thought comes to an end. it has always been easier for me to write and express my perception/emotions, doesn't matter what situation i am in. if i have to fight..the best way i can do that is through written words. if i have to share my opinion about something, the best way for me to convey it is through written words. in the past few months i realized that it is equally important to share your emotions verbally. there are times when one needs to say few things that very moment..you cannot sit and write that moment..time doesn't wait for anybody.
sometimes i just wake up and realize that may be i don't have much time in my hand and its time you show how much you care for someone. definitely i don't want to wake up alone one morning..and realize that i could have done something, i could have shared, i could have told them that i love them. it shouldn't be "i could" or "if i..." or "wish i.." it should "i did..". you may not realize but one gesture can make somebody's day. girls might blame boys and vice-versa, we may shout and curse others for the differences, we may cross higher and higher degrees of chauvinism but at the end we need each other, for whatever purpose it is. its the smallest things in life that bring happiness. a minute chat with your love,a kiss on the forehead, a hug before u leave, a cuddle when u sleep..and so on..
well everytime a i have tons of things to write about, but i start up with something else and end up writing something else...and there..i loose my track...can't recall what i wanted to share....
anyways..
gn
sd
drive safe
ciao!