Thursday, June 16, 2011

Clueless

Most of us have fixed ambitions in life. Each day a new desire, a new wish gets added to our wish-list. I have been thinking about my wish-list from the past few days. And i m clueless about how i am going to achieve what i want. The graph of the temporarily motivated plans formed by the persuasion of other people in my life have become invisible. I have lost track of time, as my request for need of more time to think increases. What is it that i want? What should i do? How can i make my life meaningful? What am i doing to make a difference in other people's life? What am i here for? What are my real goals?
My mother shared few thoughts that were shared by Geet Sethi in her school. Success is a subjective term. It carries a different meaning for each and every individual. On being asked what does one need to achieve success, he said that there are three things that an individual needs to be successful- Commitment, Consistency and Humanity. Prakash Padukone left all the other activities, including socialization for many years in order to attain victory. This was the level of commitment he had, this was the life he chose for the attainment of his dreams. He followed this routine for many years without a break, this is the consistency one needs. And last, it is very important to be humane. The success you attain is not just your efforts, so its important that you express gratitude towards everyone around you.

I often feel strange and upset thinking about my inconsistency,lack of commitment towards what i have chose or rather what time has made me choose. there are so many people on earth, who have excelled in their own fields, who are extremely committed to their work and consistent with their graph of growth. And they know what they want to do with their lives! Passion is one element that drives a person to attain their goals. What am i passionate about? It disappoints me that i am clueless! i have already passed my adolescence, what is it that i badly want in life? Why don't i feel passionate about anything. And NO i m not depressed. guess i am just confused. I know i want to do something that can make a difference to others, i know i want to do something that is helpful to others. i know i want to do something, i want to bring a change..i want to be the change..but how..why am i not mad after something! i want to feel the madness, the strong desire to do something desperately and madly. I desperately want to discover my passion..the meaning behind my existence..
Feel free to share your perception..and i would like to know have you found your destination..your passion? do share your route of discovery...


signing off
take care
Ruchi Trivedi

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