post engagement

2012 was full of unexpected surprises..wonderful surprises..new steps..so many twists…happy twists. The saying that whatever happens.. happens for the good. Bad or worst…its for your benefit. I feel blessed and I am so thankful to god from the deepest of my heart…thanks for showering so much of love, love and more love....may be more than I deserved...not a single day in my life right now when I don’t feel that I am blessed and the sun is shining on me, the clouds are smiling , the chilling winters are warm …the patients I see during my intern hours bring so many smiles on my face. That’s why people say don’t keep expectations..cause when you don’t expect you get more than what you have ever dreamt about.

People keep telling me that you are lucky..lucky that you got what you wanted..lucky that your parents agreed without hesitation to bless and accept your love...somewhere i knew things were going to be positive because of the people involved in it... yes..i do feel lucky..and blessed and totally grateful for the beautiful life god has given me.

Has it ever happened with you..that you meet someone and you know this is the person you want to spend your life with..something about the aura of that person which makes you feel that he is the one..the one who is going to stand by your side..the one who would see you grow old and grey..with whom you just feel right...i have always been an anxious person, displaying negative thoughts about the outcomes in life..unsure if good things are going to happen with me..the only thing i was sure about was him..my fiance..i would always question the happy moments, unable to believe that i could be so lucky and blessed..and so tried ending it before i could be hurt by him..but he held my hand through thick and thin, embraced me in his arms and showered unconditional love..showed love for my flaws..he would notice what others couldn't..he is truly my prince charming. i believe in happy beginnings..because of him. sometimes you need someone to show you some light..someone to guide you..someone to be with you through dark tunnels. glad i found mine..and i feel secure and peaceful thinking that even if i turn fat and have wrinkles on my skin..this man will love me as he does right now.

I have heard that the period between engagement and marriage is the golden period, and its important that you put your worries aside and enjoy each moment. i would rather say that my life has been golden, platinum or any other expensive metal period since the time i met him. thanks for making my life beautiful. can't thank god enough...thank you so much...

touch-wood touch-metal or whatever ;) signing off for now//

take care

drive safe!

Ruchi Trivedi (soon to be Mrs Buch ) :D ;)